Nibble some chocolate, and tell yourself that life is so sweet. Then take some bitter chocolate, and eat it, just eat it, and remind yourself that life...sucks.
I wish for more chocolate. Make it dark. Dark like the eternal abyss of our uncontrollable emotional minds, dark like when the end is coming and you can't do nothing about it. So dark that the bitterness stings your tongue and the walls of your mouth and lingers in your throat, a prominent reminder that life is indeed bittersweet. Or is it?
I wish for a warm smile that can melt the coldest heart, from anyone, anyone at all.
I wish for speakers that emanate sound waves that can tear my ears off and make me deaf to the world around me, and perhaps everything would stop spinning by so fast.
I wish for a hug from someone who cares, and knows what to do about it.
I wish for a big wide endless field of green grass that i can make a bed of. I would like a nice blue sky with white, fluffy clouds rolling around to encapsulate my little reticent sanctuary, too.
I wish for perfection, but that would be too much to ask for.
I wish for freedom.
I wish to be numb, numb from all these emotions. Or i would settle for contentment, i would.
I wish ... not to wish.